Week 2: Procrastination: Running Behind? An Eagle in a barn deserve to fly free…
Why I always feel like I’m running behind?
This wonderful experience of Master Key-Master Mind is no exception to that same feeling.
Today, I’m publishing my post for the 2nd week, when I should be really publishing my post for the 9th week (Which is something I will be done sometime today, along with all the other posts in between).
After a humbling process of self-reflection, I came up with only one word: Procrastination.
Procrastination literally means the act or habit of procrastinating or putting off or delaying, especially something requiring immediate attention.
I never thought about myself as a person who procrastinates. But the truth is that if my results are the same as of a person who procrastinates, chances are that I’m procrastinating too. And this post doesn’t help me to get out of the hook of being tagged as a person who procrastinates.
When I was a 12 years old teenager, my beloved sister gave me a small sign that reads: “Why there is no time to do something right, but there is always time to do it again?”
Is today, when I am 49 years young when I realized how this little sign has affected me in such a negative way during all those years. Even though I don’t have the sign with me, somehow the sign is still marauding inside my head.
I’ve been my whole entire life with this not so estrange feeling of running behind the school bus on my way to the school, while all the other students are looking at me, from the bus.
We both are going to arrive at the school, eventually. But why it has to be so hard for me to arrive at the same school where all the other people arrive so relaxed?
(I later will learn that my time will come!)
The answer is simple: My Old Blueprint!
The good thing is that now I can recognize it is my old blueprint who has been dictating my habits and my actions and therefore obtaining the same old results while working in creating a brand new blueprint throughout MKMM Alliance that allows me to achieve the results I’m destined to achieve.
Stick around, a new, better, and improved version of me is in the making and I’m loving it!
An eagle in a barn.
Yesterday I had the most estrange revelation, that I am indeed an eagle in a barn.
Here is why I say such a thing:
I have ten (yes, 10) different professional licenses. I’m not talking about professional certification (those are 9 more). I’m talking about professional licenses. Among the most important: Professional Engineer, Attorney at law admitted to practice in 6 different federal courts, Real Estate Broker, Real Estate salesperson, Real Estate Appraiser…
I have met with presidents, governors, big ministers, and secretaries… And somehow, I managed to end up trapped inside a classroom, discussing the wonderful fixtures of software that I know won’t help the kids I’m teaching right now (yes, I forgot to mention, I’m also a certified teacher in two different states), that only will help the pockets of the persons who created and are now selling it as The Panacea.
I wanted to run away, or even better, to fly away from that room. I realized I need to regain control of my life. I want to be once again responsible for my acts and my decisions, I want to be the best I can be.
That is the reason I’m doing this MKMM Program. To reclaim the control of my life.
My needs on this journey?
Liberty & Legacy.